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drinking wine in the alley, drinking wine in the alley. making time, drinking that wine. out of my mind in the days gone by. making time with sally, drinking that wine. in the days gone by, talking all out of my mind. drinking that wine, talking all out of my mind. spin and turning in the alley, spin and turning in the alley. like a whirling dervish in the alley, drinking that wine. drinking wine, making time in the days gone by. boogie woogie child in the alley. drinking that wine, making time, talking all out of my mind. drinking wine in the days gone by, behind the ritual. behind the ritual, behind the ritual, in the days gone by, drinking that wine. making time, drinking that wine way back in time. spin and turn and rhyme in the alley. spin and turning, making up rhymes, talking all out of my mind. talking that jive, drinking that wine in the days gone by. |
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[19 Nov 2008|07:36am] |
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I wrote a little something to show much I've enjoyed being here with some really great people. I just wanted to say "thank you" & that you deserve some much needed praise!
http://asylums.insanejournal.com/youareamazing/228659.html
Enjoy the words! <3
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[16 Nov 2008|02:10am] |
Secrets should be no larger then 500x500. Anything larger then that will not be submitted.
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Secret Count: 02/15
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[09 Nov 2008|09:45pm] |
Tweak says, "But I'm MUCH better now."
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[09 Nov 2008|09:14pm] |
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[09 Nov 2008|09:13pm] |
Starting a journal should be a simple task, but for someone who normally wouldn't share their thoughts with other people, writing them down seems even that much more absurd. I don't know what it accomplishes, but maybe it can be a place to lay my mind for a while. Put everything out on the table and eventually piece it back together.
You'd think that all these years with Lucas Scott the great writer would have helped me connect with that feeling, that writing is good and writing can fix you but I'm just not that guy. There are writers who write my lines for me. My job is to say the words, make the faces and movements that put their words to life. My job is beyond the journal but I guess it needs to be there in the first place right?
A journal asks you to look at your identity, at who you are and what people know you as. I started asking myself the same questions recently. A few years back when I was spending time on films and not on set with my whole One Tree Hill family, a totally messed up disfunctional family sometimes but a family none the less and a family I'd give anything for.
Anyway, back to topic, when I go out and do movies or other projects I dont get to be Lucas Scott and I dont think I am Lucas Scott, I know I'm not Lucas Scott but he's just been such a huge part of me and such a hughe part of who and what people see me as. It's just something you're left thinking about when you're doing a different project, finally letting yourself be or do something new. I've changed a lot over the last five or six years. A lot, a lot. Hell, I've changed over the past six months.
I get asked all the time if we're going to keep going with the show. To be honest I don't really know how I feel about it. I was worried about the whole five year jump thing but it couldnt have worked out better. I'm still a big fan of the show and I sitll love what I'm doing. Is it time for us all to move on? maybe. But that doesnt mean we will or we should. What it really comes down to is the network so we wait for sweeps week and we hold our breath. No business like show business, eh?
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